
Who Am I Now? How to Reclaim Your Identity After Narcissistic Abuse
Jul 09, 2025
You wake up one day and don’t recognize yourself.
You’re standing in your own life, asking:
“Who even am I anymore?”
If that’s where you are right now—feeling like a shell of who you once were—you’re not broken. You’re not crazy. And you’re definitely not alone.
What you are? Is probably exhausted, confused, and wondering when exactly the lights went out on your sense of self.
And I want you to know: there’s a way back.
Actually—there’s a way forward.
Let’s talk about what really happens to your identity inside narcissistic relationships—and what to do now to reclaim your independence and rebuild the real you.
How You Lost Yourself (And Why It Wasn’t Your Fault)
You didn’t wake up and decide to give up who you were.
But narcissistic relationships have a way of seducing you into abandoning yourself—piece by precious piece.
“They promise something more magnificent, more special... and not just something more, but they start to make you discount what you had.”
Here’s the truth: narcissists don’t fall in love with who you really are.
They fall in love with how you make them feel.
And slowly, what you love becomes “too much” or “not enough.”
Your voice gets quieter. Your needs become inconvenient.
And one day, you look around and you’re not on your island anymore—you’re on his boat.
“You start to forget the little things that brought you joy... and the people who were there to support you all along.”
You weren’t weak.
You were manipulated.
You were sold a dream, distracted by charisma, and promised something better—while quietly being stripped of the very things that made you, you.
The Island of You: Why Identity Is Everything
Before the relationship, you had an inner “island.”
A home filled with your favorite foods, passions, routines, friends, and values.
“You were thriving. Maybe still figuring things out, but doing your thing.”
Then came the charming sailor with big promises, a shiny boat, and a story about how much better life would be—if you left that island behind.
Your entire self became with him on this boat.
And when he left (because narcissists always do)...
You were stranded in the ocean.
No map.
No anchor.
No idea where “you” went.
Why You Must Rebuild Before You Date Again
We’re often so desperate to feel better, we jump into the next relationship hoping they’ll help us feel whole again.
But there’s a reason that doesn’t work.
“We can't reinforce the area around ourselves if we don’t know who ourselves are.”
Here’s what you need first:
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To know your values
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To understand your needs
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To identify your boundaries
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To distinguish compatibility from chemistry
Not so you can be “perfect.” But so you can feel safe. So you can trust your gut again. So you can choose a relationship—instead of falling into one.
“When you show up knowing exactly who you are, what you’re looking for, and who you align with—it’s a whole different energy.”
This Isn’t a Punishment. It’s a Privilege.
Before you sigh and think great, more ‘inner work’—breathe.
This isn’t a chore. It’s a reclamation.
Instead of ‘I have to,’ tell yourself: ‘I get to rediscover myself.’
You get to take all the energy you spent managing him… and pour it back into you.
This isn’t speed dating. It’s slow, meaningful connection—with yourself.
This is you sitting down and saying:
“Who am I now?”
“What lights me up?”
“What do I want moving forward?”
This is how you come home.
One Powerful Step to Start Rebuilding Today
If this all feels big and overwhelming—don’t panic. You don’t need to know every answer right now.
But you do need a place to begin.
That’s why I created Find Yourself Again—a gentle, self-guided course designed to help you:
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Reconnect with your values, needs, and wants
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Understand how you operate and what you truly desire
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Lay the foundation for future healthy relationships
If you're feeling ready to start that journey back to yourself, the Find Yourself Again course is here to support you. It's completely self-paced, under $100, and you can use the code PODCAST10 at checkout for 10% off. Because I want this to feel doable, empowering, and like the loving step forward it’s meant to be.
"You're not broken. You're not shattered beyond repair. You just need a map—and a little time—to return to yourself."
Final Note: You Are Not Too Far Gone
If you take one thing from this, let it be this:
“Even if you’ve lost yourself along the way, you are never broken. You are never shattered beyond repair.”
You are enough. You are lovable. You are whole.
And you deserve relationships that reflect that back to you.
So before you say yes to the next sailor…
Return to your island. Rebuild it. And know exactly who you are.
Your next chapter doesn’t start with another relationship.
It starts with you.
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